.: The First Time :. by Rainbowgirl
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You did it! First time you entered this mysterious and dangerous place!
You have wondered how it would be behind those closed doors. You have wondered for months, for years. Ever since you realised that you were unlike the other girls. You knew you were different but you did not want to be different, you did not believe it. Yet you wondered and your heart did jump when you saw Jennifer and not when you saw Marcus.
Now you are 18 and you want to know. You have tried to come here several times, but have turned around and escaped to the safety of your own room each time. Once your teacher was on the other side of the street, next time there were these girls in front of the bar. Laughing, so confident. You did turn around again. But today you took heart to ring the bell.
The door opened almost immediately. You were hardly watched through the peep hole. And now you are here. Are they staring at you?
Doubtless they are. All these strange women. You are standing at the restroom door, do not know where to go, do not dare to move at all.
Suddenly there is this girl, she looks even younger than you. Heading for the counter she looks at you and smiles.
A warm welcome of a smile.
This instant you know you are at home.
This image is dedicaed to all the boys and girls all over the world who feel that they are different and fear to accept it. I know how they feel.
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I started with this image almost half a year ago, in August when I remembered that it was exactly 8 years that I first entered such a dangerous and morally questionable place. I remembered how I felt, handicapped by both my shyness and my handicap. But I made it and I was at home.
I can't say how often I changed the set up, how often Poser collapsed even when I made it a 3 layer thing.
This final version I started to work on in December, interrupted by Christmas, the flu and a constantly overstrained Poser 7.
This morning I made the final render and it took only 20 minutes.
There certainly are miracles in this world...
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Thank you for taking a look! It's Friday! Have a wonderful weekend!
Comments (48)
Darkwish
Impressing work! Very cool!
meselfr
excellent work... lots of characters... :)
mikeerson
I've thought of doing a bar seen with similar props - it looks great. I think this is your best so far in this short year. I like the blonde that is the center of attention... I like the detail that's on her leg and the pants pocket and the butch shirt... cool. The painting on the wall, ya know who did it? and is that two girls?
TheAnimaGemini
LOL Eine Kneipe die ich auch gerne besuchen würde. Super Bild. :)
Petra-S
Tolle Scene..soviel Geselligkeit!
barrowlass
Love it, Doro! Though I've not been 'a girl outside' in the way you mean, I think we can all feel 'outside' or 'different' for other reasons. Thank you for sharing xxx
Black-Carrie
Weise Worte und ein klasse Bild! Gefällt mir!
RodolfoCiminelli
Excellent work, great interaction too....!!!
sylki
A superb scene!!A very realistic look to it, I really like the dim lighting and the way the girl on the left is highlighted. The poses on the girls are great, very natural!!
lethalliam
Amazingly cool scene and work. :)
PapaSkip
Wonderfully put together scene! Fantastic detail and lighting. Very well done and an excellent image! Great work.
Loveheart
Your wonderful writing and authenticity have made this a top notch image! Truly first class work!
Gor111
An amazing scene with a real amazing atmosphere here! Beautifullly done with this light!!!
Raindroptheelf
This is a fantastic work, the Picture shows the girl by the door so shy looking into the bar and does not know what to do and how to go in. You wrote it in such a way that one can understand the fear and the shyness, how the girl was outside the bar and not dared to go in. All the unknown and yet all she longed for, a place where she truly belongs without putting on a Mask. Thank you so much for sharing.
FrankT
I like it - I can identify with it (but for different reasons) Well worth the effort to get it rendered
PhilW
Wonderfully put together - great posing and expressions tell the story! I admire your courage, you are a role model!
flaviok
Imagem explendida, extremamente bem realizada, aplausos (5)
huismus
It’s beautiful! There is more to say about it but I don’t feel comfortable writing it in English. But I like it a lot!
Primal
Excellent and has a feeling of anxiousness and adventure!
Boni
A wonderful autobiographically inspired piece. These are the best. I remember when I realized who I was ... And so did my partner. We were best friends for 10 years before we realized the extent of our feelings. Now ... 40 years later ... here we are. This is a beautiful image Doro. I love it. Sorry to ramble.
drewhammond
To: Mikeerson. In answer to your question of who did the picture on the back wall: Gustave Courbet 'Le Sommeil' or 'The Sleepers' in English. You might also check out Courbet's 'The Origin Of The World'. Drew
drcebolleta
Beautiful work!!! Lovely!!! Great work with lights and poses/expressions. High detailed. Beautiful words too.
callad
The words and the image are a perfect match Doro.. they both are beautiful.. :)
brycek
Wonderful work..beautiful posing and lighting!!
huenersh
Fantastisches Bild Doro! Es sieht sehr aufwendig aus! Super Arbeit mit den kleinen Details ;-)
kumo
superb scene!!!
morghana
Fantastic realization! Superb scene!!!!
Bossie_Boots
Incredible image very well posed and the lighting and interaction is fantastic superb artwork hugs lou x
kbobbitt
AWESOME room full of creative characters in great poses! This is the kind of image I could never pull off...nicely done!!
Janiss
Amazing scene with excellent atmosphere my friend!