'I loathe it. Time and time again this longing sneaks into my heart. This forbidden craving. Invariably when I see some of those women it begins again to torture me. I know God will punish me if I give way. I will burn in hell-fire. It's better I'm burning here and God, you know how I'm burning! It's better but I loathe it. I loathe it even more when it happens early in the morning. I know I will think these sinful thoughts all day long. I hate these women! ***** This afternoon in the supermarket my girlfriend and I were told we would burn in hell if we don't cease from our sinful behaviour and rue our sins. It wasn't the first time I came across this religious motivated hatred that all gay people know only too well. I don't know why it went into my heart today. I couldn't stop imagining how it must be to feel like I do and to believe in a vengeful God that is so concerned about sexuality. I made this image to get rid of these thoughts. If I hurt someone's feelings, I apologise. I'd appreciate if those who hurt my feelings would do the same. Only once. ***** Thank you for your patience with my continuous ranting.