Realizing What it Means to Love Unconditionally by Lashia
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Today is supposed to be our anniversary and I havnt told you I loved you in over three months.
This is stupid.
I am here, dealing with all of this by myself, and you're there moving on with your life. This isn't going to get easier. Im not just going to accept it. Im on to the stage of frustration, hopefully after this is acceptance and then somewhere along the lines it gets better.
I hope you're enjoying yourself, Noel. Because I wasn't lying when I told you that you're ruining my life.
I had to edit this in paint so its bad quality, and the picture itself is bad quality because I took it with my 10 year old digital camera, like every picture in this gallery. And Im pretty sure this is what it sounds like to give up on yourself.
Cheers.
Comments (16)
THE LIGHTING AND EXPOSURE IS CLASSIC BLACK AND WHITE This has Vision Imagination Creativity and Excellence
dear...time heals...hugzzz..
Awwww geeees... you'll be fine after the anger stage.. only another 52 stags of greif to go.. and they are the easy ones... poor thing!
Time heals all wounds... 30 seconds on Mars always works for me.;-) Beautiful image...
Very nice...
Great b&w.
I never wanted Renderosity to be the place where we would write things like that about each other, but I guess since it all started here, it can end here as well in some way. Of course I did not forget what should have been the day before yesterday, and actually - after that mail you wrote me - I decided not to get in contact with you ever again. But since you decided to (again) address me directly with my name in one of your posts here I am writing again... How can you still be so dug in in grief and accusations? It seems absolutely impossible for me to talk to you in that kind of condition, cause everything you want to see is how bad I did, and how badly life is now threating you. Not to mention that you actually believe that you have to carry all of this by yourself and that nobody wants to help you. This is utter BS, so please stop acting the martyr who has no other possibility but to sit all of this out by herself and come to your senses. If you want to talk I'm here, but as long as you're behaving like this I see no other choice but to stay away from you and let time heal what I caused and cannot longer take care of. I hope you understand that. I wish you all the best and I hope you feel better soon. - Noel Image Comment I like the soft, diffuse lighting in this picture and it's good to see that you lost nothing of your beauty since...well...since a long time. Good to see that your hair is longer again and I like those necklaces.
Beautiful selfportrait. Life could be bad, and life could be fun, it mainly depends on how you take it. I can understrand you feelings, we all went trough such trials of life. But you are your best healer, and no one can do as much to help you trough this as you can to yourself alone.
We people act so absurd most of our lives... It's tragicomic that we seem to understand that when we get so old that we can barely do anything about it, but hey, some human beings are starting to come different, at least that's what i've seen watching my daughter's generation. We may have some hope after all. Killer angle on this shot, love it!.
agree with all : very good B&W !!!
Very touching!
Beautiful photo . . . Beautiful subject . . .
hey there ma sexy lil lady, that really is a nice pic.im not much of an artsy guy but i know what i like,and all your pics have something even an amature can apreciate.keep up the good work gumby
Awesome image. We could all be so lucky to take such great shots. An artist's pain can be pretty intense. You will survive and be a better person because of it, all though that may seem hardly the case at this point in time. Best wishes.
Excellent portrait
Excellent, Thoughtful Portrait!