After my accident in 2002 I searched for my world. The only world was my windows that showed me the world around me. It was grey and not bright and so I started writing again, things I did before, but that was put in a drawer and almost forgotten. Looking at them I started uploading them into the internet, which got the attention from people and a publisher. It was 2005 when I handed over 75 pages to bundle, which I had chosen out of a thousand. I still remember that my house was paved with sheet of paper and there was no space left. Handing over the manuscript they asked me if I could make my own illustrations. I gave it a try with the things I learned in Paint Shop Pro and photography. This way in 2006 my bundle "navigating on dreams and thoughts" did see the light. Navigating, because of living near the sea where navigation to the harbor is always a risk, because the stream takes the sand from the one to the other end and those dreams I wanted to realize about the thoughts in the world around me. At that time I found Poser and in this combination vision and writing is still my dream world today