Lost - for my Dad by brewgirlca
Open full image in new tab Members remain the original copyright holder in all their materials here at Renderosity. Use of any of their material inconsistent with the terms and conditions set forth is prohibited and is considered an infringement of the copyrights of the respective holders unless specially stated otherwise.
No AI - This artwork was created entirely by hand or with traditional digital tools.
Description
I knew it would happen sometime
It was inevitable that it would
Still the knowing did not make it easier
When it happened as it could
I went to see him yesterday
My mom had said he asked for me
But when I got there to see him
He could not see me
He was lost; lost in the fog
Not dead but still not there
He was walking down the hall
I said "Hello Dad,"
But he did not hear my call
No smile, no touch, no pause
My Dad is now lost; lost in the fog
My dad has suffered from Alzheimer's for over 7 years now. He has been in a special home for almost the last two. He often has trouble knowing me, but yesterday was the first time that I could not make him recognize me - at all.

Comments (32)
This is a sweet and sad portrait hon. I'm so sorry for you all. It is a terrible disease. Without your memories or recognition of those dearest to you in life, 'you' simply don't exist any longer. Hugs to you and your Mom sweetie.
That's a sad story, Roxy... We are used to - more or less - to lose our dear ones when they pass away... but this must bring such a pain to lose them while they're still alive. Hugs, Vashek