Made with FE, only PP for sign. and frame. Thanks for your nice comments on my other uploads. I appreciate them all very much. :D The title and the fractal is created from the feelings that I am subject, namely, of old fear, which I increasingly encounter. From my new doctor I may not take the pills, which my pain a bit numb. And also no more sleeping pills. The result is that I get eye and attention, to face with the evil spirit of my father, which as a child I unconsciously had felt, but which I never realized what it was, where my great fear came from. Now I feel literally repeating again all the pain. And it comes over me like an icy waterfall. In which I feel the angry eyes of my father, who forced me to live just for him. Sorry for my story. Do not worry about me, because I can handle it. I make jokes a lot, and see a beautiful future for me. We go for it with courage and optimism, because I believe in God's Plan with me. And that is joyful!