What Now? (Final Dedication To My Husband) by kftate
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No AI - This artwork was created entirely by hand or with traditional digital tools.
Description
What now my love?
Now that you left me
How can I live through another day?
Watching my dreams turning to ashes
And my hopes into bits of clay
Once I could see
Once I could feel
Now I am numb
I've become unreal
I walk the night
Without a goal
Stripped of my heart
My soul
What now my love?
Now that it's over
I feel the world closing in on me
Here come the stars
Tumbling around me
There's the sky
Where the sea should be
What now my love?
Now that you're gone
I'd be a fool
To go on and on
No one would care
No one would cry
If I should live or die
What now my love?
Now there is nothing
Only my last goodbye
My love
This song has been recorded by Frank Sinatra, Elvis Presley, Roy Orbison, and my favorite version by Agnetha F������¤ltskog. It can be heard here:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sEH0qmXvIXI
My husband told me last Wednesday that he wants a divorce. On May 29, we would have been married for eight years and together for sixteen years. My heart is breaking and I am drowning in an ocean of tears.

Comments (62)
So sorry Kathy, I hope you will find a bit peace and joy in your wonderful art!
I am sorry to hear about this. But I hope you get over it and find a little consolation in your great 3D art.
I am so sorry to hear about this sad news my dear friend, i will think about you my friend, but also you made a wonderful image...excellent done.
So sorry for your situation. Beautiful render!
Fabulous background particular image Great Work!!!!!
This stirs me at a very deep level. Wonderful artistry in the worst possible adversity - I really feel for you. Hang on to your wonderful talent and use it to express yourself and see you through this dark patch.
I am sorry, have been down that road twice. This post shows that you know how to use life's exxperiences and project them into an expressional image. Don't loose sight!
Hi Kathy! Thank you for your comment on my image "My Knight has come". I had saw your image in the gallery, but didn't comment at the time. Mostly because I was just too sad to comment on anyone's works. I'll have to download that song that you posted here. And yes, your image expresses perfectly. The tears don't stop flowing. My heart goes out to you. I can't imagine giving so many years as you did, and to feel this way. Don't give up on love, but do allow yourself time to heal. HUGS ~Stacey~
Your words and artwork bring tears to my eyes. There is nothing that any of us can say to ease your heart, but know that there are people around the world that cry with you.
I am deeply moved. My heart goes out to you. It's no consolation but I have heard that time heals all wounds. Adversity sparks creativity and this extraordinary image is a perfect example.
So sorry to hear of your impending loss. I, too, have had to endure such travail, but this too shall pass. Try to hang in there. It will get better. The image dramatically expresses your plight.
My heart goes out to you my dear friend, I have been there and know what you go through. take good care,m hugs Jane xx
Beautiful art and it certainly expresses what you are going through. I'm so sorry. I think the words expressed so beautifully by CaptainNeatoman are absolutely correct.
I'm so sorry to hear about your situation! This is a touching picture, and I hope making it has made your pain and sorrow a little bit smaller... I wish you tons of strength and light....
Despite the sad news, this is a beautiful and most heart felt image/creation. I wish you the best. Just remember that nothing bad lasts forever. Things do get better.
I'm totaly speechless, but want to write something anyway. I'm so sorry to hear about this heartbreaking situation you are in. I truly hope that you find the strenght to get through every day. This render is so beautiful and really expresses what you are going through.
This is very well dones! I like the effects and how lush the background is.
Very sorry about what happened and this image clearly represents what you must be going through.
Thats really cool I love this...WOWWWW
Please hang in there -- your art is superb and will certainly grow.
Your picture shows exactly what you´re feeling... Well done! I hope you will soon be happy again!!!
All I can say that somebody who leaves his family and kids after 15 years exhibit a great deal of shallowness of character and immaturity and nobody will ever show him any respect anymore. And how any new woman can pick up such a wreck is beyond understanding.
Awesome work!!!!
superb
Very soulful work. I wish you the best in whatever comes. Hopefully when your heart heals, you'll discover freedom.
Great image to illustrate your pain.
Great piece of art. The human condition can be sad.
A very powerful pair of compositions, Kate. I was similarly shattered a full quarter of a century ago. I am stronger and happier, and much more fulfilled now than then. You have my prayers and God's promises. I will quote two sayings of Mother Basilea Schlink, head of a Lutheran order of sisters: 'Saying "Yes' to your failures is the key which opens the door to God, the Father's heart. A stream of grace will flow down upon you.' 'God in His almighty love always has exactly as much strength and aid prepared for you as you need.' May His promises for your life be unveiled to you, and fulfil the deepest desires of your heart. Warm regards, from a damp, autumnal Glasgow, John.
It's so sad for you ! your image is fabulous, symbolic and surrealistic !
A wonderful and so touching image!