What Now? (Final Dedication To My Husband) by kftate
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No AI - This artwork was created entirely by hand or with traditional digital tools.
Description
What now my love?
Now that you left me
How can I live through another day?
Watching my dreams turning to ashes
And my hopes into bits of clay
Once I could see
Once I could feel
Now I am numb
I've become unreal
I walk the night
Without a goal
Stripped of my heart
My soul
What now my love?
Now that it's over
I feel the world closing in on me
Here come the stars
Tumbling around me
There's the sky
Where the sea should be
What now my love?
Now that you're gone
I'd be a fool
To go on and on
No one would care
No one would cry
If I should live or die
What now my love?
Now there is nothing
Only my last goodbye
My love
This song has been recorded by Frank Sinatra, Elvis Presley, Roy Orbison, and my favorite version by Agnetha F������¤ltskog. It can be heard here:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sEH0qmXvIXI
My husband told me last Wednesday that he wants a divorce. On May 29, we would have been married for eight years and together for sixteen years. My heart is breaking and I am drowning in an ocean of tears.

Comments (62)
So sorry for your situation my dear, But you created some great art here. :) Please continue to create. Life is full of so many emotions, Ride the wave dear.
the tears will flood soon will dry and you will smile one day will come wonderful work warm hugs, Linda
Deeply moved by your art, your comments and your situation. If your marriage can and should be saved, then I pray that happens. If not, I pray that you come through with the strength and beauty you have showed here. Your art, as always, blows my mind. You have friends you don't know.
Life has it's ups and downs. Sometimes things happen and we don't know why or we just don't expect it. The world goes on we must continue to live...
I am terribly sorry about the news. This artwork is a great piece of art, but it also tells me how sad you are...I know you cant see it now, but I know things will get better for you.
This moved me to tears. Great work inspired by great sorrow, but you have made the right move in not bottling it up. Such an open heart will find another one worthy of your love.
Very nice and touching picture.
So sorry to hear your news, I hope it makes you feel a little better sharing your grief with friends
So sorry for your situation and artwork is a great piece
So sad message here and your word touched my heart - and I agree with CaptainNeatoman : You have friends you don't know Umberto & Heike
Very sad image.
I'm very sorry to hear the news. I can imagine the stories around this scene.
I'm so sorry to hear this. A couple of friends went through this a few years back and they've both found happiness again in time. I hope you do too. Keep your friends and family close, you will need them. Best wishes. Mike
What a sad moment for you ! Two lifes are broken...it will be not the sames in the future !!! Great composition for this hard moment ! plendid poem for me !!! What a drama !
nice work my friend, and I am wholeheartedly with you, because I like you saw the same ordeal as you, I wish you all the happiness in the world, and good luck to overcome I am sure all my friends, like you when things go wrong, I paint, then continued my friend
Sorry for your pain, and I know it all too well. You have a brilliant mind with so many avenues to explore. Keep your chin up!
I'll say a prayer for you!
marvelous render, sad situation, i can relate and i'll say prayers for u and hope u continue to create this great work! shine on!:)*5
"... For taking in the rain when Im feeling so dry For giving me the answers when Im asking you why And my oh my For that I thank you For coming to my room when you know Im alone For finding me a highway and driving me home And you gotta know For that I serve you For pulling me away when Im starting to fall For revving me up when Im starting to stall And all in all For that I want you For taking and for giving and for playing the game For praying for my future in the days that remain Oh Lord For that I hold you..." (Jim Steinman)
I'm so sorry to hear a so bad news, your image describes so well your pain. Excellent work ! When you walk through a storm, hold your head up high, and don't be afraid of the dark ; at the end of a storm there is a golden sky and the sweet silver song of a lark. Walk on through the wind, walk on through the rain, tho' your dreams be tossed and blown. Walk on, walk on with hope in your heart, and you'll never walk alone, you'll never, ever walk alone. Walk on, walk on with hope in your heart, and you'll never walk alone, you'll never, ever walk alone.
Siento mucho tu situacion personal. Te doy animos para seguir creando arte, y utilizarlo como terapia
Very sorry to hear about your situation. Really nice scene. Great water, lighting and sky! Really well done.
Oh, I am so sorry for your loss. Beautiful render. Keep your chin up!
very cool image
I really feel for you. Hope the weight goes from your heart soon. Well done on the image and poem. :)
I am so sorry KT.
Great work, very well done.
I'm so late seeing this...at least I know you kept busy over the weekend. This is so sad. We a love dies it's never good or easy. No words or poems can take away all the pain I know. I do love the picture....all your pictures are awesome and inspiring. This one is no exception. I hate all this for you k. B
Oh I am so sorry to read this. I was listening to my radio station last night and the host was giving some tips for people who are going through hard times. found this on his site: Do at least ONE THING you can completely control. It’s normal to feel like a victim, but you can start to conquer those feelings by taking up a hobby or pursuing a goal that involves your effort alone. For example, Ryan had a client whose husband left her, so she dedicated herself to running a marathon. Having something to work toward – that was up to nobody else but her - helped her feel in control and focused Hope maybe that one tip helps some. Hugsss
Dont know what to say ... Had this situation four years ago ... There are no words to describe it, except in poetry - and the language of pictures, as you did. Art is a way to heal your soul to help you to stay within the boundaries of sanity when everything around you seems to break away. Your pictures are so outstanding - and this one is one of your very best! Send you all the power I can!