Say Goodbye by RGUS
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No AI - This artwork was created entirely by hand or with traditional digital tools.
Description
.... big sigh.....
I know.. the last few days I really haven't been with it have I... you see... nothing is forever, and life is not a dress rehersal....
I hadn't seen my mate Dave for over a week.... really strange, he loves my beer fridge better than his own. I get a text on my mobile, says Sharon is dead, can you come over... yeah right.. and I bet he expects me to bring the beer as well.
No joke... my best mates partner, Sharon.. died of a heart attack... and the rest of the time... he's been here... with me... lost... and drinking my beer. I'll run out soon... and then he'll be fine.
We've drunk a lot, I've managed to squeeze out a few shitty images, upset a lovely Lady in the process, with the anger I have as part of the grief... Fabiana... I apologise... and publicly as well... I'm a dork, I know.
Ilona... the Lady I dream of... just lost her bestest Aunt... I haven't had the guts or the time to be there for her... so to you too Ilona... a public apology.
I really wish bloody Dave would get out of my beer fridge... so I got more money for Poser product.
Thanks for your support in times like this... and I hope soon to get some creativity back... just have to deal with life right now.
To Sharon.... Lady.... ya bloody dag... you better have that beer fridge stocked when we get there! Miss ya girl!
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Comments (91)
I'm so sorry,... thats very sad, the render told it, nice done!
Perfect.
Sorry for the sadness...this has been a year of loss for many. On the good side...The rest of us have just survived the Big Bang of 2008 Great image!!
Someone onces said about life: "This is the music and to that we must dance" Hang in there mate..
I will light up a candle! Here still is burning one for Ilona and her family, so I will light up another- unfortunatly. I feel sorry that I have to do this. I wish the light could send over my thoughts. But be sure- am here and I am with You.
Sorry mate,we all come to these moments but with friends ,other loved ones like yourself we can get over the hardest part being the beginnoing of the new changed life.With respect to you both,cal(Your images are never as you described)..
I just got home from a funeral for a good friends mom, to come across this. The pic is apt and very emotive, I've loved your works since the day I first discovered them a year ago. Not only are you incredibly talented, but apparently a very good friend who perhaps can care almost too much about too many at once. I was going to say that your only human, but seeing the quality of your work, on pretty much a daily basis.....I sometimes wonder if you ever sleep. As much as it bites, dying is as much a part of life as living itself. I've also noticed that the older I get, the more people I know seem to be sick and or dying. My own father being one of these, I would've bet he didn't make the end of August....but then he is a stubborn old poop, and still holding on. Hang in there Deane, time has a way of healing deep wounds. I can't say that things will get better,...just be different. We need to learn to appreciate what we have now, and love those who matter now, for life is too short, and no one knows what amount they have left. You have many friends here who care for you, and share your pain. I love this place and these people, I'll tip a beer for you and your mate tonight, and hope the despair passes soon.
superb! quite feel her sadness... :O
Hang in there Deane. Right now you both need each other. My sincerest condolences. I am truly sorry for your loss. You are right when you say that life is no dress rehearsal. I learned that a while ago. The only thing I can say is that "This to shall Pass" The pain and hurt will never go away, but it does get a little better. Keep her memory alive, she is probably watching over the two of you with a smile on her face. I always like to think that they are in a better place. I tell you this from personal experience. Maybe one day I'll share my story. I don't know what your faith is or if you have one, nonetheless I will place you, your mate, and of course Sharon in my prayers.
Everyone has to take a break for a while, especially during at times like this. I'm sorry to hear about your mates partner death. I wish you all the best wishes. Be careful on the drinking part, I've seen to many bad things that happen when you drink to much. Take some time off, get a breath of fresh air, and when your ready come on back. I'll.. no we'll miss your work you've been a true inspiration to us all. Take care and hope to see you back when your ready.
So sorry for you my talentuous friend. You have made a really beautiful image...again!
so sorry to hear about your friend Sharon ...sigh looks like its been a hard week for you ... but what an amazing image you have done hear touches the heartstrings .... truly amazing work of art deane!!
oh sad...don't worry when someone goes somebody new will soon to come...that's life...nice work
Sorry about your loss Deane, it knocks the wind out of the sails when someone dear to you dies. I love this image even with her sad expression.
Sorry for you losses Deane...
Very beautiful and realistic portrait! Excellent work! Sending a warm hug too you...
I'm sorry for both of you the render is very pretty feel better soon it's hard I know god bless
I'm so sorry to hear of your loss. Your explaination coupled with your image has me misty-eyed...for you, for your friend, for Ilona, for all who have lost. My thoughts are with you and your friend. Better days will come...it'll just take some time.
very emotive portrait...very sad....you must have been through a lot lately
Sorry to hear the news, hope the beer helps ease the loss.
Stunning lighing and look sooo real sooo amazing!
My sympathies to you and your friends and family. I just lost my aunt last week so i can completely empathize. Fantastic render BTW. All the best! Tony
Superb image! One of my wife's oldest friends just lost her father last friday, spent yesterday at funural home, church and graveyard...always rough!
Beautiful emotive dedication. Sorry to hear of your loss.
your image struck a cord in me.
A beautiful but very sad image. I know "All Things Must Pass" but it's so hard sometimes. My thoughts are with you and all affected by this. Stay strong.
sorry to her about your mates partner. My thoughts and prays are with you and your mate. Lovely image.
quite different coming from you...but great as usually my friend
I'm very sorry for your loss......Very emotional dedication.
amazing expression, great portrait