Artists Nightmare by Django
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Artists Nightmare
Over last month i really had a bad time but
strangly enough it is allways inspiring for an artist to be emotionally torn.
Over the last weeks i modeld almost every day and did a render as often as i could..
most of them even reflecting my life in someway and the emotional processes (maybe hard to see but thats the way it is).
Well Major Django is me as you have guessed and he fights against his dark side (Skullpecker) , the losses he
has to take and the struggle to manage his life.
But he helps me a lot in working , on my mood as well as developing all the stuff.. and sometimes i feel myself drawn within
his universe and fighting the fights he fights..feeling his pain...which is lol...actually mine as i said above...
I have improved my work a lot lately, i have discovered looking over it.
In my eyes the render i have done yesterday is one of the best i ever did, actually i dont know how to top it at the moment.
So today i sit and stare at this blank page that somehow needs to be filled, urges me even to fill it ... demands it..
But all i get is a blank page ...and thats an artists nightmare.
Hehe
Enjoy
Dj
Comments (16)
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damn! that looks like all of mine. Does that me me a top expert too? hehehe. A big thanks and pat on the back to ya. Beer time. D
Lol sorry i couldnt resist this... but in this case i consider it as "art" making a statement
the inspirations come and go.. the important things is patience :)
Can share the feeling. Going through the same myself.
Don't panic Django, you can rely on your talent.
You just need a hug! ((((((((((Django!!!))))))))) You're so talented. You bring a lot of wonderful art and fun into my days. Love your stories! (:
Here I am, several pages into my daily gallery crawl, and this is one of the few that I've clicked on; it's the first one that I've left a comment on, so it must be special. It's honest, it's direct, and it carries a message. That's art. Oh, and it's economical, at only 3KB. :) {edited}
Funny... my version of this nightmare is completely black. :o)
One of your best yet mate 8)
Oh my...so I feel for this, have had this nightmarish feelings when I was at artschool and sat with that awful white canvas in front of me. But I owercame it by painting the whole canvas black, then i could start. So much easier with the computer, you can always start with a texture or something else.
yes, no thinking, no ideas, no inspiration... creative=artist
I know the feeling. There's lots of artists here with this in their galleries. They leave a comment and you go to see their gallery and poof.. here it is.
Hahaha, so true!
Ackkk! The Void! We all get sucked in sometimes but then there is always a slurm twist mess that we can do as art or not! Blaze on! :P
I can sympathize. Since my "education in the ways of art" at college, my inspiration and creativity has been stripped from my existence. Now all I see are things that remind me of something else. It's the struggle to come up with something new in a world that has done everything. This leaves me sitting and staring at the blank page. The artist's worst nightmare.