Eldar has just told his brothers and his little sister,about the tragic accident of their parents.devastating news,how is he supposed to take care of them??,he can't even take care of himself in these rough times. in december 1972,coming fresh from amsterdam back home in my parents house and i had to promise my mother to cut the crap and go to work. i got a new job i think it was wednesday and thursday my mother went to hospital and i wanted to ask the chief to give me an advance to be able to visit my mother and buy some flowers. friday morning my chief came to the construction side,told me to get my clothes and get in the car. "oh crap" i thought "he found out that you are smoking pot and you are going to get sacked" on the road to the train station he told me that i must call home urgently,something with my mother bla..bla..bla. when i came to the station i went to a public phone and i called the grocery store in our road.in that time not everybody had a telephone remember??. anyay my brother julien came to the phone and told me that my mother died. Blam that was that. when i came home my father was drunk could not even walk straight and i felt like kicking his ass big time but i was busy making all the arrangements for the funeral. she had to get buried on sunday the 24th xmas eve because the 25/26 are holidays in luxembourg bla..bla.. after this my relation towards sh**mas changed. the 3rd of january 1973 i left my parents house for good and went back to A'dam and love and peace and pot and lsd. a couple years later my father died and i was an orphane lol. and then i fell into the booze but thats another story lol,lasted till 2008. EA-Eldar