Shocked (the way i/we feel) by eekdog
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the tragic news hits fae valley and Zlata is very heartbroken. she knows how bad that c word can be cause her son Zakk is going through it also. one day i will post a image of his comeback from it. i have not used him in awhile cause of it's nature and should have never wrote that into my Zlata series.
Zlata stepped in and wanted me to post this before the one i had done on Saturday.
i so much appreciate the visit and the enormous great sympathy you all have shared in the loss of a most wonderful lady here at rendo. Susan/Blush. i know she is smiling above and maybe crying a bit in the way so many of us feel in the loss of her. it still hurts mega lots, with all my probs in my life, i so feel lost as if someone tied a lead weight on me and tossed me in a lake. i still await a deposit from unemployment. when i first called 7 1/2 weeks ago they said it could take up to 4 weeks, so i called in 4 weeks, oh, that should take 6 weeks. so i call again. oh, that is taking 7 weeks maybe 8, crap, get it right guys! it will be 8 weeks on tuesday of next week. thank goodness i have food stamp program or i would not be eating much, but my dear mother would be helping me out as she always does. my dear mother was shocked in Susans passing and cried herself, cause Susan gave alot of support when she had colon cancer three years ago and is a survivor at it, but i DO NOT trust Cancer, that crap can creep back at anytime. and dear Susan went through that. if you read her homepage she mentions how she was a survivor too breast Cancer years ago. i also tried calling a few times to her son Bruce in her home state of Kentucky, all i got was a answering service, i think the number i have is for a cell phone and not a home phone. i left a few messages and told Bruce i would try in a few days and allow some healing time. i also sent a card on Sunday, just wish i could afford flowers for her, she so much loved them. but she is in the grace of the lord in heaven and walks in the most beautiful gardens ever with her caring and wonderful husband Danny. and most of all she no longer has to suffer from that dreaded C word. we love and miss you lots my lil sis. i thought i was a few years older then her, but she is two years older then i.
many thanks again for reading, your blessing for her and myself. so love you all. lol Steve
a poem another friend posted earlier i liked so much for dear Susan..
I wrote your name in the sky,
but the wind blew it away.
I wrote your name in the sand,
but the waves washed it away.
I wrote your name in my heart,
and forever it will stay.
(by Jessica Blade)

Comments (72)
lovely dedication
Moving pic
A wonderful dedication.
A heartfelt dedication Steve, Susan is now at peace, hope you find some solace too.
you make me cry brother.
A beautiful dedication, outstanding work!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Nice scene, and lovely poem
Heartfelt condolences. Way to tribute with great work.
Wonderful words Steve and wonderful dedication. I hope they soon find a job and can go shopping something again, big hugs Elke.
Exellent done.
My friend .... What answer your heart that feels buzzing all the misfortunes? There are no words that could make you the smile of yesteryear. I went through a lot of troubles and I revisit at all ..... If I could offer you one wish I would give you the best in your choice of either ... The emotions raised me and I can not concentire to all this evil that haunts us ...
This image is so touching and so full of sympathy.It's all so heartrending.I love it that you used your toonfigures as an outlet for your feelings.Stay well,my friend! Gr.Rudy.
Perhaps you will kill me now, but I'm sure that Susan smiled when she saw this image. It's a cute dedication! Grief takes time ... but don't forget: You have a lot of other friends here!!! ;-)
Super Dedication!!
Great image ! So very different .
Yep, I agree with most of the comments, this is a sweet tribute, well done my friend!
Wonderful words, Steve, and excellent scene. We have lost quite a few members in this last year, including a vendor, Shana. It is so sad. Good luck with your unemployment check.
Condolences. Your poem could not be more appropriate.
I think that this is how all of RR feels at this point in time. I still can't get over the shock of Susan's death. God Bless you Steve for being her "L'll Brother". A wonderful work of art for a depressing loss!
great words and beautiful image
if things were different, I would have drove to her funeral I recall other long time members that died from cancer. even in the news a little boy died from cancer after his parents married
very lovely,beautiful dedication
yes it is sad day. this is a lovely image for her and shows how you feel
she wont be forgotten whilst she is in the hearts of her friends
A very sweet and touching dedication Steve, i understand what you are going true my friend.....hugs Adrie.
this is such a sweet dedi for Susan...i, like you, am still trying to come to grips with her passing...i feel so guilty for not keeping in touch with her since i retired--been so bloody busy trying to get my own life straightened out that everything else was put on hold...goes to show don't put off till tomorrow what you can do today...
Chin up son !!!
Sorry again for your loss Steve, take care !
It is sad. And it is clear that such a sensitive man as you are, have to be formally put down. I wish I could do something for you. But aside from my good thoughts, I can not give you anything else. Head up, Steve. There is always a light at the end of the tunnel, even if it's just a train, who wants to run over you. But life is how it is. Keep your chin up. A beautiful memorial picture to Susan.
GREAT TRIBUTE