Am I alive? I remember dying once. Or was that a dream? It was dark and cold. There were voices just beyond comprehension. Flashes of lights. Sirens. Confusion. Then, cold dark voices filled my emptiness. I cannot remember what they said. Or perhaps I have no wish to have such memories. What am I now? I sleep I think. Then I wake wearing these clothes and blood stains the blades I cannot rid myself of. I've tried to use them on myself. Then I wake wearing these clothes and blood stains the blades I wear. In no way can I prove that it is my blood. There is no mark on me. Whose blood is it? I cannot bring myself to listen to the news to find out. All I have are regrets though I know not what for. Perhaps it's for the owner of a name I remember. Sarah is that name. I wonder if its me? Am I alive? ************************************************** PD Catherina is really an outstanding model to work with. She can be a Diva (Silent Language and Night On the Town), an angry woman on a mission (Nemesis), and now a vulnerable young woman asking questions whose answers she fears. DMR Totem Tales DAZ