GRIEF by Rendered2Blue
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~in memory and honor of: Evangeline Grace Kavadas 4/18/2009~7/19/2009 for her MOTHER and FATHER; and all others who have suffered an UNTENABLE loss~ *I am her Maternal grandmother. My Granddaughter, Evangeline, perished unnecessarily~she was OVERLAYED by the PATERNAL grandmother who refused to listen when told not to sleep with little Evangeline.
GRIEF. . .
I'm flailing at the monster
my heart is broke within
I do not need your insight
on how worse it could have been
I'm digging hard to stay put
upon this cold steel beast
so it can't find me fallen down
and make my life it's feast. . .
The heart is mended slowly
with tear-stained stitches run
in heart-shaped patterns of each loss
that fade with each new sun
So~ do not belittle my monster
nor my wayward pose dispel
for I must ride this raging beast
until it brings me back from hell
FIRST PUB:10:42 PM 7/2/2010 copr*2010*sask. . . aka S.A.kavada*
Comments (3)
a terrible loss, you write about it well.
Awwww.... Lived only 3 months. Poor little one. And, poor parents. To bear a child for 9 months, and all the anticipation, hopes and joy looked foreward to, and then..... nothing. All gone. The emptyness and unfathomable sorrow. Please accept my condolances.
I cannot hope to dissuade you and your wife of the loss you have been dealt. Your little one was with you for such a short time and like a cool breeze on a hot summer day gone. All I can tell you is that Some of us have little left to learn in this world. You and your wife showed your little lady that love knew no boundaries. That there was no limit to the amount of love one could be shown. That unconditional love is simply and perfectly that. It is complete, it is whole, and it never fades. You show her now that even though she is no longer with you that she is alive and well and happy in your two souls and will remain there forever. You have given her the two greatest gifts a parent can ever hope to give their child. Life and immortality. For as long as you remember her, she will never leave you. Either of you. I hope this gives you the strength you seem to need and eases in a small way the soulcrushing loss that you and your wife must contend. Your little girl is at peace, help her keep that with your finding it. lalverson