A Really Bad Week by beachzz
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Description
A Really Bad Week..
It's been a rough one
This week has
My mind's been working
Overtime
Wondering what to do
About so many things
That need changing
Choices to make
Things to say
It all added up
To very confusing
Numbers
One and one
Weren't adding up
To two anymore
Grinding teeth
Pounding headache
Sleepless nights
Tossing and turning
All of that
And more
And still
I just don't know
Exactly what
I'll do
Or say
How when
Where or
Sometimes even why
Big choices
Bigger feelings
Just won't go away
But I have help
In so many forms
My angels save me
From myself
Thank the goddesses
10/31/08

Comments (11)
I am just coming out of a terrible fortnight myself Marilyn so I can relate a little to this, although mine is on the medical side of life. It's been a real bummer for the last couple of weeks, I can see a light at the end of the tunnel though, for a short time at least. I'm sorry to learn you are feeling a bit down, but I'm sure you will see that same light as me and be back to 'normal'(whats normal?) before you know it. Chin up girl, don't let them get you down. Excellent prose, blue image works a treat with this. Bravo!!!!!
I don't look back on the bad ones. Wow! trying to forgive the days that didn't happen and the rules that were far too craven. Now fifty years is worth looking back. Sixty would be better if you can do it without resorting to photoalbums or even moments looking at phot albums. I remember wooden toys in kindergarten from the knocks on the head I got when I reached for one. Mostly from girls who were the big ones then.
sometimes it is hard to tell which way is up, this is very good my friend :)
cool but got to go with the flow and sleep good
Wonderful serene capture there to go with your lovely words :)
Splendid mood and silhouetting image in this presentation, Marilyn! And, evidently your unease and discomfort was due to wondering who and what to vote for or against on the election tomorrow, November 4, a day that may go down in infamy.
Excellent expression!
Wonderfully written - you've done a great job of capturing everything that's been going on! ps ... you're most welcome, my friend. :)
A quote that has helped me, maybe it can shine a new light on your life too my friend... "Our lives can be considered a sacred quest. It is a quest which may have begun in this lifetime or many lifetimes before. It is a quest to find ourselves: who and what we really are. To do this we must first cease to pretend to be what we are not. We must cast away our Persona or mask. We must be prepared to confront the Shadow, that which we are and rather were not. Only then can we unify our conscious and unconscious minds and so give birth to the hidden Sun - the Self"..... by:Vivianne Crowley
There is many a time when I feel like this ,almost to despair .You have encapsulated all them feelings into a well written work Marilyn :o) Mick
sounds like me awesome work warm hug, Linda