~I'm Afraid~ by Turtle
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No AI - This artwork was created entirely by hand or with traditional digital tools.
Description
This render is very personal to me. I'm afraid, I have to have another test on Tuesday. I'm just so scared it's Cancer again. I beat it 2yrs ago. Now I just wait and see what life will bring me this time.
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The background is a courner of one of my old paintings. I took into to Photoshop and tried to make a cancer like, cells, etc with all the tools.
Then I rendened my Poser woman. Put them together in Psp.
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Oh good thing the whole day past being busy doing this picture.
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In the mean time I look to God, and the Grandfather Spirit for courage to face what ever life brings.
Thank you.

Comments (20)
Oh Leah! What a beautifully poignant render! You will be in my thoughts and my prayers..my daughter is going through the same thing right now...have faith!
Hon...keep the faith!!!! We never walk alone...and I will be praying for you :-)
very nice render
I have enjoyed and been inspired by your work. My prayers are with you.
Our thoughts and prayers go out to you! Hope you're healed soon!
My best wishes for you Leah. God is there for us all.
yes- good luck- my last of three was five years ago- know that your not alone :)
Wonderful and touching image! You know that you're always in my thoughts and prayers every day, so I'll just have to pray a little harder ;-) ~hugs~
Leah dear... everything is gonna be okay... have faith... lots of it... you will be in my thoughts and prayers... peace and love my good friend...:-)
This render is so emotional and expresses very well what you must be feeling. Take heart hon, and keep the faith...all will work out according to the master plan. You're in my prayers. {{HUGS}}
My Mom had cancer. It was at stage 3 and she is doing ok now. Some bad days, but as she says, even a bad day is better than no days. Because of her cancer, our whole family is now heavily involved in the Relay For Life. Check it out at the ACS site. Take care and remember that you are not alone!
Hang in there Leah and keep thinking positive thoughts! You've beat this before and you will always prevail - and know that the love and support of your friends is always with you :)
Leah, such an emotional image and it does really bring forth the fear that you are feeling. Please know that you are in my thoughts and prayers, and we will claim the victory in this situation.
I'm sorry to hear this Leah and I hope you doing well and it won't be what you're thinking :)
Have faith, dear... you're a winner. I'll keep you in my thoughts and prayers.
Talk with your guides Leah. Take heart, your friends are with you. Big Hug for you
Leah, You are my dearest friend. Please know that you are in my thoughts and prayers during this difficult time. BIG HUGS
Leah I will keep you in my prayers {{{hugs}}}
I'm sorry I missed this one Leah, Wonderful image and our brightest thoughts and wishes are yours..
It is september 2008 now.. and you are still around :) So you fear was unjust or you have beaten it! (I hope the first..)