Fear and Uncertainty by chrislenn
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Description
Not hers - mine - mix that with excitement and guilt and you have my state of mind at the moment.
I took a long break from fostering kids and as a result had to go through the application process all over again. Before the meeting was even held I received a call for two little kids who need me and my two badly.
Am I doing the right thing taking them, will my kids be able to share me again, our life is about to turn on its head - will we be able to cope - all these things are running through my head right now
I am also excited about getting back to fostering and helping these families but feel guilty for feeling this as if me being excited is causing the need for them to be cared for
no it doesn't make sense. Life is causing the situation and we are helping to fix it so they can go home to their family
wish us luck it is going to be a bumpy ride
but it is reason to
keep smiling
Chris :o)

Comments (21)
Nothing wrong with being excited about doing what you like to do and if thats helping others then... GOOD! :)
Gorgeous portrait! Good luck!
Gorgeous image! It takes a very special person to foster!
Ruby's right...I'm not at all sure I could do it...it's hard enough with just my own sometimes. I guess you've every right to feel uncertain, but if you all made it work before, I'm sure you can make it work again. Oh...and a gorgeous portrait btw. :)
thanks you lot :o) last time we fostered the kids were all around the same age as my kids this time mine will be a lot older and, if open to bribery, a lot more helpful lol
Good luck with whatever you do. Great portrait!!! HUGS ^_^
Beautiful Character..Very good job.
wonderful image!!!!, I have missed you so much! This is just a delight
:) Great news!!! Nothing wrong with being excited at a big change coming :) Congratulations Chris!!! Great portrait too - a lovely lady!
Gorgeous!!!!
My heart goes out to you...you do a fabulous job...superb!
Great job on the portrait and good luck with the fostering! It's wonderful there are people willing to make such an effort for others, respect!
Gorgeous portrait and good luck in your new endeavor!
Good luck. It takes a special family to foster. Nice portrait!
Gorgeous!!!
Excellent portrait!!! Best of luck with fostering - such an awesome thing to do for kids!!!
Hope all are getting settled. BTW you're Awesome!!!!
I am sure you will settle down and figure out how to cope with it all and children are very adaptable some times Chris. Love the portrait :) Cathy xoxoxo
Beautiful close up. I love the eyes.
Awesome portrait Chris!!!!
Your portraits are awesome. Great luck with the fostering!