It's been a great night, even though the Moon was in Capricorn and there was a tinge of sadness. I'm betting it will go when the Moon enters Aries tonight. I went to King Spa and I felt such an amazing connection with the spirit world that I channeled three videos for my YouTube channel. Then Genvieve insisted I do a picture. I decided to go back to the beginning. My first specific memory of dreaming about her is meeting her at a rock club and going back to her place where she showed me an easel she was painting on. I feel that since that time twenty years ago she's been creating an emotional image of herself that I can understand, which has finally emerged with dramatic clarity in the last few days. The artist is dressed as my familiar rock chick. The creation is dressed steampunk because I feel many of my fantasies of her represent an alternate set of possibilities for my life.