Red Panda by Lyne ()
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This is not Poser or DAZ art- it’s an iPhone paint by number app! It’s my only artistic outlet nowadays... which keeps me bent over my phone. :( Not good for my neck, but necessary for my sanity!)
That’s why the images have the app logo name on them....
I’ve been prevented from using my computer because I’m having a really rough year with my health, which started out with emergency surgery (they had to go up inside my lungs to repair the bleeding veins/arteries the first week of January) After 3 weeks and a lot of antibiotics, I was taken to a nursing home (I was told I HAD to go there to make the transition from intensive hospital care to returning home)
That week - in what I now call a “Medicare puppy mill” ruined my neck and upper back muscles to such a degree that I walk bent over (with a walker) ...all because I was 1) sitting up in bed at that nursing home- tense and hyper vigilant 24/7 and 2) the nursing home pharmacist withheld my muscle relaxants! Just outside my door there were sick, yelling patients (and me with my low immune system fresh out of lung surgery?!) I have to be careful for the rest of my life, with reduced lung capacity due to scar tissue... sigh.
Anyway my son and daughter in law got me home as soon as possible and set up my bed downstairs.... then- I went as far as I could go with home physical therapy..... So now, with months of high anxiety waiting for my next surgery (to remove a Basel Carcinoma mole on my back) .... and several doctors letting me down.... I’m waiting now for yet another surgeon- my last hope- to read over my records and decide if she will take me on....
I just need to have the surgery and some plastic surgery, then hopefully I’ll relax enough to get to work with physical therapy again (FM muscles are prone to locking up)
I could use any and all good thoughts/prayers!! Thanks!
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Hello Lyne. You have created an amazing library of 3d models through the years, and given it away. So many that I have sub-folders within folders just to keep my ungulates penned. My hat is off to you. I am so sorry to hear of your health issues. They come to us all, and there is no justice in it excepting in equality; but I treasure all because of empathy, and reach out to the talented and the generous to let you know you are-at least-not alone. Peace be with you. John