Numb by SaintFox ()
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Entitled with kind assistance of Linkin Park
become so numb
i can't feel you there
become so tired
so much more aware
i'm becoming this
all i want to do
is be more like me
and be less like you
I find the songs and lyrics of Linkin Park very inspiring, many of them contain all that madness about other people every one of us knows.
This was the first render I did the day I bought Chantal. After setting camera and light I found she looked so disappointed and sad that the above shown lyric came to my mind. It seems to be my busy-postworking day, there's so much WIP on my harddrive that I decided to leave Poser untouched and finish a few things.
Credits: Chantal by Rhiannon (I swear that I'll give her a more optimistic look some day, but this little affronted face is too attractive for darker things...) enhanced by Hyper Real, Gothic Lingerie by Billy-T with texture by Motif (just a little retouche at the garter-strap was needed on this - great!), lighting by me, hair is Short Hair Evo (free by Kozaburo) with some morphing and postwork, touchups here and there to soften V3's well known frailties.