~~ When Life Goes On Without You ~~ by HeavensBlonde ()
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Ty for liking My last Image,God Bless You My Wonderful Friends.. This goes to My Angel in Heaven Ginger LaSha, She was Murdered back in 2000 at age 13, She was Sara's oldest sister,My Ex hubbys best friend and her so called best friend raped and killed her cause she found out the two was seeing each other and she was gonna to tell his wife. The guy was 38 and her friend was 16, That night My Ginger only thought she was taking a trip to the store, I knew nothing it was her dads weekend and just so happen my Sara didnt want to go she stayed home with me.Also I might add, Just a few days before on wen night Ginger told the pastor she was ready to go home and he said youth service isnt over and she said you dont understand, I am an Angel and now my Job is done on earth and I am leaving very soon and going to my Heavenly home, She was killed that Friday night. She knew somehow she was leaving this world,I hate the way it happen so badly but took me many yrs and with Gods help, But I forgiven both these people and it is Gods Judgement in the end!! He got Life no Parole and The girl didnt get anything but she is on drugs very very badly and I will keep praying for both of them to find the Lord...
Ty My Brother for the Beautiful Pic you made of Ginger....
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As a mother of 2 girls, and aunt of 5, my heart is with you and your pain. God bless you and her, and gives you the strenght for going through your life as better as possible... but you know, she is there waiting for you... Best wishes and sympathy from Argentina :)
So sorry to hear of this tragedy in your life my heart goes out to you and your family.. Such a lovely poem for your daughter and I know she is in a far better place where pain and sorrow no longer can touch her and she has joy forever more.. I am glad your able to forgive these two also, that would be so hard.. God bless you Jules..
Jules, As a researcher in criminal homicide, I frequently deal with data on murders in a very "clinical" and detached mindset. Your beautiful tribute and moving words are an all too important reminder of the dire consequences of such horrific events, the immeasurable cost of a human life, the devastating blow on family and loved ones. We must never forget this. Well done! Monica
Jules, this makes me ache. Such an evil act that removed her from this world, depriving you of the joy of having her with you, and yet I know that you know she lives on free of the constraints of the physical form. She was incredibly beautiful.. you can see her kind spirit in her eyes here!
Hoooo ..... A very cruel story my Beatiful . I see you full of bitterness for many reasons and I'll understand. A heart can not accept a horrible death ... I sympathize with your pain and torment. I'm like freezing now. My heart is tormented by your sorrows .Why the world is so cruel and that there have so many people in trouble? Do not believe I just commented to comment. I'm trying to restore that part of my heart is emotions. ((5 + +)) MICKEYRONY Hoooo ..... Une histoire bien cruel ma Belle . Je te voie remplies d'amertunes pour diverses raisons et je te comprend . Un coeur ne puis accepter une mort atroce... Je compatie à tes peines et tourments . J'en suis comme figer maintenant. J'ai le coeur tourmenter par tes peines Pourquoi le monde est si cruel et qu'il y aient autant de gens dans la peine??Ne croie pas que je commente juste pour commenter .J'essai de redonner la partie de mon coeur qui est en émois.((5++)) MICKEYRONY
I never knew this . i happy that I did not know this as i painted the painting full of love. if I read this the painting may came out differ than it did. It something she knew she was going to Heaven at church. I happy to you forgive them. sharky told me about this image
jocko500 just sent me this link. He had painted from her picture and I had made the remark her "eyes" were off. I'm funny about eyes, when I was young I had a lazy eye that a teacher noticed and I did eye exercises to correct the problem... when I made the comment, I had not seen this picture. She does not have "a true" lazy eye, but there is more white showing on the right eye. I seen the picture and felt jocko500 did an excellent job - I told him... I made a comment to you earlier this week that your avatar wasn't a true blonde.... wow... I keep puting my foot in my mouth - that's me though.... I tell it how I see it and I'm constantly getting in trouble for it... just because I'm right, it doesn't always make you right. I see now why your name is what it is... you have an a true Angel named Ginger.... Her hair may not be a "typical" blonde, but she is Blonde - a golden blonde. what some don't know about me is I was exposed to a LOT OF PAINT AND CAR FUMES back in 1992... it knocked me out, I went into grammal seizures.... it effected my memory. I know my memory is not as sharp as I would want it, but I feel my memory is sharper than most people around me... I do good on tests, but I know I've lost some memory - how bad, I don't know... I can tell you this, I have 3 kids - I was at the hospital when all were born - I don't remember a thing when My daughter was born... It seems that my younger time period I remember pretty good... I still to this day can sing word for word Hellacious Acers from the movie star is born, but some songs that I should know, I've forgotten words... I bring this up, because I feel I should remember you telling me of your Ginger - now that I can put a face with her, I should remember. ....Life is funny, I've seen, read, heard storys over and over that a couple days before one dies they know... I am funny when it comes to thinking about this - because I should of died quite a few times in my life - the first time I was 3 years old - I got nemonia My Mom's dr. said I would not make it through the night. ....I believe in life after death... I also believe we can live the same life over and we have certain forks in the road. these forks in the road happen periodically and you get a glimps of the future, I believe it's at this point you know you're going to die and certain things can prevent it... I visioned me getting attacked wearing a certain shirt and it was a brutal death - I had plans to go to a certain place that weekend, I would of taken that shirt. I cancelled the weekend - the shirt I still have but now I feel if I get rid of it, it may trigger the end - I don't know why I feel that way, so my shirt stays in my closet. I think your Ginger visualized this fork in the road, she saw it coming the pain she had to endure was just a stepping stone to get to a higher place after life - she must have seen something that she had to go to.... The times I have felt the forks in the road I feel now are a blessing - kinda like "spider sense"... when I go through the visualize of the fork in the road, I call it Deja Vu.... you see something that's happened and it hasn't happened yet. When I Had my first seizure, I went through Deja Vu... I was masking the back window of a car, within 30 seconds, I knew on the raidio the DJs would say something - word for word, I knew a certain song would play - it did... I knew our painter would walk out of the paint booth 15 feet, stop, turn around and walk back in at the exact same time I turned to watch and a car pull up beside me.... I felt the danger signs of the paint and carbonmonixide - I was knocked out before I knew it... When I go through Deja Vu, I get headaches - not like I did when I was a kid, and now I've learned to put my mind at ease instead of going after the thoughts that cause the headache.... I've known others that have experienced this and don't talk about it too often... I guess what I'm trying to say here is I feel Ginger knew what was about to happen and even though what happened to her at the end of life is tragic, it was just a stepping stone for her to go through the door of afterlife, to a new begining, one that will call us all eventually... I feel you are handling this the way it is meant to be... to remember how she was, not the last moments of her life... Foregiveness is key. I believe the man in jail for this also saw the fork in the road - but evil clouded his judgement... when it's all over for him he will have a hard time dealing with looking at Ginger, but she'll be there for him.. I know it sounds odd, but she is a higher spirit and love is the answer... she will try to help him see to become a better spirit... You have the RIGHT ATTITUDE... but remember what I said, being right, doesn't always make it right and I get punished for it more times than you know - lol - I wrote this in hopes you have a clearer understanding of me - for I have a clearer understanding of you.