...don't cry for me... by Titia
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Yesterdaymorning in hospital,the nurse told me I looked like a birdie...
Yes...I know, my body looks fragile and weak...but inside it must be still very strong.
No..., I'm not sure I am very happy with that...
But...I don't want to write about sad things, I think you know them, so...
My cancer-treatment is palliative, it means I can't be cured, but my life can be extended, maybe even for some years.
But there has to be a balance between quality and quantity in life, and quality is more important.
The chemo's are very heavy and there are so many side-effects...
It lookes as if the cancer is at rest at the moment. That is why the docter and I decided to have a break. To have some quality in life again.
Maybe my body will be a bit stronger when Christmas arrives, maybe my taste will be better again: not the taste of chemo.
Oh, I am really looking forwards to that :-)
Titia
Comments (21)
mountmous
Hope that Christmas will be a good time for you, Titia, and that there is time left to enjoy. Lets hope for "lots of time".
etomchek
My prayers for you Titia- I hope you have a wonderful holiday filled with all the best life has to offer!
Mondwin
My prayers for You toooo Dear Titia!!!Merry Christmas You and Family..Hugsxx Whylma.
Juliette.Gribnau
I wish you wonderful qualitytime ! Merry Christmas
Surama
All the best for you! Merry Christmas...I send a prayer to you!!!
algra
Titia, dit komt voor Will en mij niet helemaal onverwacht. We zijn diep ontroerd door het gedicht en we hopen toch zo dat je de komende Kerstdagen voorzover mogelijk op een gelukkige wijze zult kunnen doorbrengen. Woorden schieten altijd tekort maar wees er van overtuigd dat velen voor je zullen bidden en met je meeleven, ook de komende feestdagen. Zalig Kerstmis. Ed en Will
kansas
Beautiful words and art. The beauty within you shows in all your artistic creations. I pray your life will be long and free of pain and suffering. God Bless you and your loved ones this Christmas time and always.
Henny31
heel erg ontroerend en ook verwonderend de sterkte die je toont. Je bent een exhte artieste om behalve wat er in je lichaam omgaat nog het mooie te kunnen zien om je heen. Je bent veel in mijn gedachte en zal voor je zingen in the midnacht mis. Je weet dat zingen telt dubbel in gebed. Hugs from me, Henny
barbdennist
You are teaching us all how to live and how to die. Your serenity and peace in a difficult situation are lessons we can all learn. My prayers continue to be with you and your family. May you have a most blessed Christmas.
Dindin
Titia ik bewonder je moed om er over te spreken wat er in je omgaat en ik hoop dat er een kerstwonder gebeurt en je er zonder pijn en met vreugde aan dit feest mag deelnemen .
XoxoTree
I do cry in selfishness for not being able to learn more of you and what you have offer. I cry in my selfish way of wanting you to be in a pain free peace of mind. I cry that the storm is in your mind is of your worries of your love ones. Let a rainbow shine in your heart and through the storm. Know that everyone will pray with you., I cry selfishly wanting to know that you will be ok. I cry tears of joy that you have taught me how to get through my times of pain, of how to get through each day..To never give up the things I love. You have taught me to be that strong lady I once was. Because of you I found ways to stay happy while in Pain. I grow with each word you've shared of your hopes , dreams, fears, your love of nature you are the flower queen fractals you are of God .I have always felt a piece of your soul in all your images and all your words. You're awesome my dear. I will take all the pain your love ones are holding and pray for them that they will soon realize there is no greater time of love than now. I will take your worries please give them to me and I will care for them with greatest of respect. Please don't stop posting your wisdom, your heart, your soul. Post all you can so that each day we can grow stronger from you. Let the rain in the cuts clean us and make us better people by knowing you. I'll grabbed the swishing branches and hold them into a magical hug to you and your family. I really need in my selfish ways to cry for your pain. Let me do that today and tomorrow I'll cry tears of joy that God has brought you into my life. Let us know how you feel another day. My prayers are with you and yours. , I am with your image Hope This is your Chistmas to Shine. ...Therese
Fractelaar
Mooi al die beleving en het mee voelen Wens je een zo goed mogelijk Kerstfeest toe en zoals je weet... je bent vaak in mijn gedachten maar ik kan het niet allemaal zo goed onder woorden brengen maar vind je ontzettend dapper Kus Arend
farmerC
Titia Ik wens je veel sterkte en hopelijk, Pijnloze kerstdagen.
LightArtFractals
The power of life is imense and misunderstood. It is deeply rooted in the energy and the stars of this noble universe. I do not cry for you, I stand beside you. Shine on!
renderix
titia, my heart is with you and i wisch you a wonderful and hopefully painles time with your lovedones...you are a very impressive person!
twiggypeasticks
Your courage and dignity are shining lights to us all. May you be granted a joyous Christmas - God bless You :O)
bpclarke
You are the strongest person I have ever met. To share your trials and yet not ask, no demand... no pity. We are blessed to have you and I will pray for your comfort so you can have a wonderful Christmas with your family. Bunny
DennisReed
Psalm 23 has always comforted me. I continue to Pray that the Lord work his miracles. Your faith and love for Him is a great testimony. May your Christmas be a Blessed one! Big Hugs, Dennis
CarolSassy
Beautiful poem & sentiments, but hey, too late, I cried. Wish I could take the pain away. I pray for you! God is good. (:
DreamersWish
I am not sure as what to say dear Titia. You have great heart, love, strength, and wisdom. I do know that cancer was hard on my mother and she was a very strong lady. She also believed in quality of life. So I pray for you the greatest quality of life as you give yourself time off from treatment. I pray you have a wonderful Christmas time with your family and make wonderful memories together. I have cry too, but unsure why. For you, your family, or just my memories of my own mother, I do not know which. You are a brave and most wonderful lady! You have given strength to others in your time of weakness and pain. That is a gift indeed. Your image and words are conveyed strongly. Thank you so much for being you! I too pray that the Lord works his miracles too!
clbsmiley
I send this with Love, please enjoy the time you have left. I will miss you. you were he first artist I saved to favorites on Renderosity. Best wishes and Merry Christmas !!!!! Cheryl