Well so it's been over 2 weeks since I've been here eh...a long arduous 2 weeks. Friday 2 weeks ago Lou got a call from her older Brother that her Mom had been killed in a car accident and she should come home to San Antonio ASAP we packed a couple of bags and  and called the Airport and found the next flight to SA was Southwest in about 4 hours made a couple of phone calls to take care of our kidos while we were gone and we left for the Airport. It was tearing me up to see Lou so distraught, we got to SA and rented a car and went to her Moms house her 2 older bros her younger bro and sister were there and we got the full story of what happened. Diane, Lou' Mom was killed by a Drunk Driver who ran a red light and broadsided Diane's car at 55-60 mph and her car burst into flames engulfing both vehicles. the drunk had gotten out of his truck and tried to run but was so drunk he kept stumbling and falling until one of the witnesses tackled him and sat on him till the Cops arrived. Lou' oldest bro Danny handed me the coroners report..cause of was determined to be Fire Inhalation from the state of her lungs throat and nasal passages...meaning she survived the initial impact but died breathing Fire from the car blowing up. I stared at the report for a long minuet then saw Lou looking at me as she grabbed the report from my hands, as she read the report I turned and looked at her 2 older bros and and said this F#@ker has got to die, they nodded in unison, we'd talk more about that later because then Lou Screamed and started shaking and crying uncontrollably. So within 1.5 hours of landing in SA our lives were changed in ways we still haven't realized, so that's how my life has been for the last 2 weeks How bout Ya'll. Hows everyone doing still being creative I hope from the number of pages in the forum and ebots from the the forum looks like it. looks like Mid-J has changed too have to catch up on that. Take me a while going back through things, probably won't say much about them but you can be assured about me looking at all the visions you guys have posted. Going to try doing something in Mid-J now don't know how far I'll get but going to give it a try, I'll give a little more about the last couple of weeks like I said things have changed one of the things is I decided I have to live forever...and The Gods laughed.

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