I would like to make something very clear:

Creating Antonia, and particularly working with such talented and cooperative people, was a lot of fun. But it was also excruciatingly painful. I wrote my own tools wherever I could because the existing ones are a joke. But I don't have unlimited time, and so I had to wrap my workflow around whatever I could find that helped with the job. Every single tweak of a JCM involved so many different programs that my poor laptop with its meager 2GB of memory was on the verge of breaking down. I spent hours and hours hunting down bugs and finding workarounds. Many times I was more than ready to throw the towel, but I cannot bear leaving projects unfinished, and I did not want to disappoint the good people who had put so much energy and enthusiasm into my little digression and helped turn it into much more than I had ever imagined. So I pulled myself together and kept working. Until it was finally done.

So you will understand that I have been looking forward to this day, the day when I can finally wrap up the finished 'product' and hand it over to you, the community. It's yours now. Do with it what you want. There's nothing holding you back. I will step back for a few months and work on other projects that are near and dear to my heart, and that I have been neglecting far too long.

Cheers!

-- I'm not mad at you, just Westphalian.