Dear Carin, the flower is such beautiful. Hope you feel better soon.!!
I can say that I know of, to feel weak and shaky, because I suffer on PTSD.
And can operate with difficulty my camera, I always stop breathing then (automatically, because of the extremely stress ;-)) .
But just shooting provides so many distractions and fun.
Sorry for telling this about myself.
I'm sorry for the KGB and Helle (and myself).  Because we have reached our maximum.
just kidding
Best wishes for all of you from Mies.