@ Blue--I know that pain. It's been 26 years since my pregnant girlfriend died in a traffic accident. Pain happens in life because we survive life. It's hard to move on, because we don't really want to, but we have to. We can't and mustn't forget the good times, and the might have beens.

Just know that you aren't the only one to know that pain, or loss. There is a whole species of people just like use out here. Our shoulders are available 24hours a day,7days a week. For those of us with artist souls, we can use the pain to power our stories and art with knowledge and inspiration that others might never know, or want to know.

Just know that you are not alone. ^__^V,,  This is the REAL strength of humankind--the ability to share the burden of the pain of life so any of us doesn't suffocate under it.

I cannot save the world. Only my little piece of it. If we all act together, we can save the world.--Nelson Mandela
An  inconsistent hobgoblin is the fool of little minds
Taking "Just do it" to a whole new level!