The Adventures of c4rson...
by c4rson

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2006
Oct
23
9:00 am

 Confused...
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So here I am. 45 years of age and still wondering what I'm here for. I create music and art because it's in my head and I have to get it out... but what keeps nagging at the back of my mind is... "What's the point..!" I mean, what happens to all the stuff I've created? I've spent days and weeks working and agonising over some projects. I've put my heart and soul into some of my words and music... Will it all be put in a skip and trucked off to the nearest dump! And no-one will ever know... I'm still searching for the answer... Waiting to find out why I'm here...

Some people think the way to be remembered is to search for 'Fame..." tho' I don't really think that'll make much difference... Can you remember any of the silent film stars, or musicians from the 30's, 40's or even the 80's... Very few individuals are carried forward in our memories...

In 100 years time we'll all be dead... and no-one will remember who we were and what we contributed to the world... 100 years is not a long time... It's only really 3 generations... and can you remember or do you know anything about your grandparents... or their parents... What they did in life... What they enjoyed... what made them laugh...

I know I've probably lived more than at least 1/2 to a 1/3 of my life already and what I have left, I want to use wisely and enjoyably... I know that when my body does eventually die... my consiousness won't care... but at this moment, I do...

And some people end up or like to be in the spotlight for all the wrong reasons...







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